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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

When we found out

James and I have been trying for a family since we got married on September 29th 2007. It did not go as well as we wanted it to. We kept everything natural no help for 2 years. We finally decided to get some help since we were not getting pregnant. I went to the Dr and was put on clomid. Its a sort of fertility pill to help with getting pregnant. I took it for 3 months and nothing. We started giving up hope thinking it would never happen for us. The following 2 months I got off of it and thought whats the point? I always felt like something was missing and I new it was a baby. I decided to try one more time with the clomid but this time I doubled the dose. After we tried I thought ok if this doesn't work will have to go get on something different and try again. The thought of having to go through so many different options in fertility made me want to cry. A few weeks passed and I started to notice some differences. I was having to go to the bathroom pretty much every 5 min! I was never like that. I started eating bigger portions and I was starting to have cramps all day every day. I new something was off but I thought maybe since I wanted to be pregnant so bad that I was making myself do all these things. Jan 1st I decided I should take a test it had been a couple weeks after I missed my period but that was normal for me I was never regular. I went and got a test just from the dollar store I heard they worked fine but if it said yes I would want to take another one just in case. I wanted to take it in the morning. I had to work the next day so I took it with me and did it there. As soon as I took it I sat there just hoping it would have two lines. I looked down and there it was 2 lines! I just sat there looking at it for a minute I could not believe it was there. I hurry and called James to tell him he was going to be a dad. He of cores didn't believe me it took him a second to let it sink in. He was so excited! I wanted to get another test just to be on the safe side so on my way home I picked one up. When I took the second test with James we sat there for a minute waiting. There was 2 lines again. We couldn't help but get teary and hug each other. It was the most important day of our life's too know we would be having a baby finally!

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