Mom of 3

Not going to lie its been pretty crazy around here! I never new adding one more would be so much work. Dont get me wrong hes a wonderful baby but the schedual of the three together is a little hard to manage at times. Breast feeding for one is almost imposible. I have been trying my hardest to do it and he takes it really well now but I hardly have time to sit down and do it every time I try the boys take my attention away with something else so it ends up taking an hr to just feed him I get frustraited and give him a bottle. I dont want to dry up so I try and pump as much as I can and I feed him at night when they go to sleep I hope I can keep up with it. Sleep is a whole nother story now. before I could sleep when the boys slept so if they were up the night before I could sleep with them the next day no problem now if the baby is up all night I still have to get up with the boys the next morning and play with them. I am lucky if I get a hr nap when they go down and thats only if the baby wants to sleep too when they take there naps. Sleep is no longer around I have had  a couple good nights but mostly he will be up every couple hrs to eat and it takes a little while to get him back down. Right now I am going off of maybe 5 hrs of sleep in the last 4 days sounds fun right ... not for me I feel like I cant function and James is the same way hes up all night with us. I need to come up with something soon or I might slip into a deep sleep and not here him at all. Im not complaining I new this would happen and I know it will get better with time but for now Iam exhuasted and I cant focuse. On the up side I was so wrong with how the boys would react to the whole change they love there brother! They are always wanting to kiss him and love on him help feed him give him things get his diapers if he crys they are right there wanting to make sure he is ok. I love watching them with him its so sweet. It really is a big change even going to the store is so much differant now and I forgot how much stuff you have to pack up for a baby lol. I love him to peaces hes a good baby and for the most part he just sleeps except his few nights he wants to stay up all night and mostly hes just wanting to be held hes not crying for anything he just wants to be with mom Im fine with that I just hate the lack of sleep that goes with. I think were all finally getting adjusted to him being here and Im working on a schedual wish me luck on getting some sleep Iam so tired!